Alyssa the Strange

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My name is Alyssa (ah-li-sa), a lot call me Al, and a few Aya(ey-ya). I don't offer much but my thoughts, my feelings, my everyday life, and my randomness. You will not see consistency in my blog except the colour scheme of my theme. :)

I am not half Australian but in fact full Filipino. I was born in the Philippines and raised in a juggle of both countries. A filipino by blood but an aussie by heart. You will know more about me on my website as you read through. You will see my photos, and other crap, I like to sing, draw and paint. If you want to message or ask me, you may do so, but before you do that, check out my FAQs page first!

I also love hedgehogs I find them very cute and adorable when they are still tiny. I have also wanted a pug for the longest time maybe one day I will be able to get one. :)

I have one rule only on my website, and that is, spread your awesomeness. If you're not mint, then gtfo, otherwise we can all be awesome together.

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As time flies I seem to grow more content of the world that I live in. I am so comfortable in the current situation that I do not want it to end, I somehow want it to develop and grow into something more, and exceed myself in ways I did not even know of. Every day I learn more of myself, things I did not know I could ever do, and every day I grow more patient with myself, and with others.

Now that I have Raphael in my life it seems as though he will stay there, he fits like a glove, like a the missing piece that binds everything together, however things don’t always go accordingly as to how you want them to be. This could possibly be the best relationship I have ever been, perhaps I am only saying so because I am in the moment and he is my present, but regardless of myself being biased, I gradually grow even more terrified as to the dates close by, that my french man is going to leave me to live his dreams. I have told him that I did not want him to feel obliged to stay just because he has met me, I do not want him to warp his goals just because I suddenly popped up in the scene. He had already unknowingly and genuinely extended his visa just so he could have more time with me, this was something I did not ask of him. Deep inside my heart, I really want him to stay or whichever, me going with him, but it’s not the case, I too, have my dreams. We’re two souls that have merged into one and seem lost by the idea of separating and becoming strangers once again.

Yet here I am, once again, evidently causing myself pain, pain that in return benefits me with immense happiness. If that pain, is the price to pay, if pain is what comes next, I disregard all the dreading, all the sadness, because what I care for, is right now, right here, and that is with him. Though it may seem better to live my dreams with someone that I love, it is nothing but an impossibility, and these feelings that we both share were merely inevitable.

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Posted on January/8/2012
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